(dialectal) for the first time

lose one's presence of mind; panic

(adverbial particle, dismissive, derogatory) emphasizes disgust, contempt, or otherwise negative feelings of the speaker: whatever

what a, such a / what (used quotatively)

to throw away / to abandon / to desert; to jilt

表: surface / 面: face

exceedingly / surely, certainly

but; however / I mean; after all

even (an extreme example, or for emphasis)

conjunctive form of 書く