self-loathing; self-hatred

Kyūjitai form of 関係: relationship

be related / be romantically involved

evil scheme

(archaic, possibly obsolete) to do something little by little / (archaic, possibly obsolete) to hum

clicking one's tongue in satisfaction with a good meal

behind, after

(spatially) the back, the rear, behind / (temporally) later, afterwards, some time after the present / the rest

one's backside / the back, the rear (both spatially and temporally)

the rear, back, or backside of something / the rearward or backward direction / the portion of a palace where a queen or other female imperial consort lives