to think, to deem / 思う: (と〜) to think that / to long for, to yearn for

carefully deliberating

to deliberate carefully

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

mind, heart, spirit, soul; thoughts, ideas / attention, mind, interest / heart, feelings, emotion, emotional state / wholeheartedness, sincerity, true heart

face / expression

a person's face / a person's reputation

look; face; expression / color