person that one loves

to draw in one's mind: to picture; to visualize; to imagine

"to send one's thoughts running": to think of something far-off (temporally or physically)

countenance; facial expression

having only fleeting suffering

consideration for people

just as someone planned

(formal) first-person singular pronoun: I, me

mask / face / features / surface

a privately-owned ricefield, especially one under the historical 律令 (Ritsuryō) system