Ken'o no nen o osaeru koto ga dekinakatta.I couldn't suppress my hatred.

toppu to andā no sa

Seifu wa bakudai na fusai o kakaeteiru.We have a huge amount of debt.

...ama no kawara ni ide-tachite misogite mashi o takayama no iwao no ue ni imasetsuru ka mo...to purify myself and pray on the Heavenly River's shore[, ah, that] I must leave him lying among the rocks of that lofty hill!