Jibun ga te o sashinoberareru aite o sagasu beki na n ja nai.Shouldn't you look for someone that you can offer some help to?

指 唐韵云、指. 音旨、由比、俗云於與比

tagai ni gaishin o idakiharbor malice toward each other

kanja ni gedokuyaku o tōyo suruadminister antidote to a patient