deeply, keenly, utterly

think / meditate / consider / expect / reflect / prepare / make up one's mind / imagine / contrive

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

a word, a term / language, speech

unable to put into words

unable to put into words

everything

(colloquial) current boyfriend