bittersweet

sad pleasure

to wake someone by calling them / to remember something / to do evocation, summoning

alternating; one after another / all mixed up and indistinct

an emotion, a feeling, feelings, a sentiment

joys and sorrows

success / success in life, achievement in the world

succeed / be successful in life

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend