Alternative form of 思惑

恣意的: arbitrary

decision / choice

to decide / to decide on; to choose

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

(archaic, childish) urine

any tree of the genus Castanopsis

empty grain husk / unripe fruit