former state, as it was before

previous, former

(slang) abnormal, mentally ill

sickness / ill, sick

to return / to go back / to come back

live a life

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

go against, run counter to / go back, return