even if one says

to doubt / to have doubts / to be doubtful / to distrust, to mistrust / to call (a matter) into question

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

信じたい: want to believe

新字体: simplified form of Japanese kanji used after 1947 / 新事態: new situation / 新事体: new thing

紳路, 慎司, 真二, 慎二, 信二, 真司, 伸次, 伸治: a male given name / 新二, 真児, 慎次, 新治, 信次, 真治, 伸二, 慎治: a male given name / 慎史, 信司: a male given name

臣事:

心地: / 心耳: / 心事: / 臣事: / 芯地: / 信士: / 神字: / 神事: / 神璽: / 真字: / 新字: / 鍼治: / 襯字: