extreme regret

to feel / to sense / to experience

failure, miscarriage / mistake, fault, error

fail / make a mistake

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

(idiomatic) to feel inferior, to feel small

loser, (a social) failure, also-ran

failed creation; failure