modest, reserved, self-effacing / in restrained quantities

moderation, modesty, self-effacement / moderation, in restrained quantities

not ... at all

even if ...,...cannot

very, exceedingly, awfully / (before a negative form) not at all, at all, by no means

Alternative form of 控える

waiting room; anteroom

Alternative form of 控え室

wait nearby / cut back / jot down / be nearby, be at hand / deal with, face, contend with / refrain, restrain oneself

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend