selfish; self-willed / acting as one pleases; carefree

selfishness; self-willedness

not ... at all

even if ...,...cannot

very, exceedingly, awfully / (before a negative form) not at all, at all, by no means

think / meditate / consider / expect / reflect / prepare / make up one's mind / imagine / contrive

feeling, sense / air, gas / air, nature, disposition, sense / spirit, mood / inclination, will, mood, urge

feel like; have a feeling that

as it is

oneself / first-person pronoun: I, me (often shows the speaker's lower position in a hierarchy than the addressee) / (Kansai) you