suffering, distress, anguish, agony

to suffer, to be in agony or distress, to agonize over something

life / Literally, person's past. Used when speaking about the former life of a dead person.

experience (an experience or one's (overall) experience)

to experience

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

hard, tough, stiff / stubborn

against one's will