originally, from the start

originally; by nature

doctor

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

There is nothing to lose; You can try something because even if you fail it will not make your situation any worse.

quack doctor

everything

(colloquial) current boyfriend