even if ...,...cannot

not ... at all

kendo

very, exceedingly, awfully / (before a negative form) not at all, at all, by no means

(slang) avoiding someone because has a crush on them

spade

gap; space / (specifically) gap in defenses

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend