bizarre/unsettling text of unclear origin and often of a radical/shocking nature

disorder, chaos / commotion / tumult, mayhem

be in disorder / be confused / be in tumult

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

to read (look at and interpret written text) / to read (speak aloud written text) / to infer; to speculate / to count

reading / (figuratively) understanding of something, speculation about something

everything

(colloquial) current boyfriend