nerve gas

to lose (possession of something) / to miss an opportunity etc. / to lose a person (following their death), be bereaved of someone

influence, effect

to influence, to have an effect upon

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

consciousness; awareness / sense; awareness

be conscious / be aware

natural gas / gas / a dense thick fog