desperate

death by jumping into a body of water

a feeling, sensation, feelings / a state of mind, mood / mood of a place; atmosphere / a little, a bit / feeling depending on a physical condition

despair; hopelessness

to despair, to abandon, to lose all hope.

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

river, stream

as far as ... is concerned; in terms of ...