desperate

drive, force, corner, push

situation (position vis-à-vis surroundings) of something that changes

to select; to choose / to elect / to screen

suicide

to commit suicide

despair; hopelessness

to despair, to abandon, to lose all hope.

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend