Kyūjitai form of 自覚 (“self-consciousness, self-awareness”)

Kyūjitai form of 自覚 (“to become aware of, to notice, to realize”)

action; behavior

to act

to hold, to carry something / to have, to possess / to hold up, to maintain

holding, possession / wear, durability

continuative of 持つ

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

conscious / to wake up from sleep / remembrance / to enlighten / awake / to remember