voluntarily; willingly

progress

to go forward, to advance, to progress / to improve, to progress

hesitate, be undecided, waver

hesitation, indecision, wavering

he / distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that / boyfriend

distal demonstrative, something far off removed from both speaker and listener: that, yon / particularly, male personal third person pronoun: he / by extension from he: boyfriend

he; boyfriend

being in doubt and unable to decide

have doubt and indecision