myself, oneself

[one]self

(formal) Female third-person singular pronoun; she, her, girlfriend

(colloquial) a girlfriend (a female partner in a romantic relationship)

(literary) they (about women or girls)

oneself / first-person pronoun: I, me (often shows the speaker's lower position in a hierarchy than the addressee) / (Kansai) you

波布草: coffee senna

武士: a warrior; a samurai

ugly woman / (derogatory) ugly; hag (generic term of abuse)

(と〜) thinking that […] (with the next clause explaining that the truth is contrary to expectations)