dakimakura (type of body-length pillow)

even if ...,...cannot

not ... at all

every evening

(dialect, Kagoshima) every evening

comfortable

very, exceedingly, awfully / (before a negative form) not at all, at all, by no means

to hold something in mind, to harbor some feeling about, to entertain a thought about / (literary) to embrace, hug, hold in one's arms

to embrace, hug, hold in one's arms / (euphemistic) to sleep with someone / to sit on eggs, to brood on a nest (said of a bird)

(obsolete) to hug, embrace / to hold something in mind, to harbor some feeling about, to entertain a thought about